Saturday, July 28, 2007
thanks for the compliment
If someone steels or copies your creations................Say THANKS FOR THE COMPLIMENT
Friday, July 27, 2007
Ajnabi Chehre -- 2
25th Jan2005 main Sri Ganga Nagar (Punjab & Rajsthan ke border pe 1 chhota sa sahar... ) gaya hua tha, office ke kaam ke silsilay me.. 25 ko wahin ruka aur 26 ko wapas ana tha, subah wali train jisme mera reservation tha choot gayi, next train agle din subah ki thi, waise shaam me 1 train thi takreeban 6 ya 7 baje lekin usme 1 bhi AC boggi nahi thi.. thand ka mausam tha, maine socha raat bhar ki baat hai aram se cigarette pite hue beet jayegi, Kapde ke naam pe 1 suit pahan rakha tha aur samaan ke naam pe 1 bag me kuchh official documents aur kuchh software ki CDs pari thi.
Sri Ganga Nagar se train khuli, aur main apne seat pe jake baith gaya. Thand kuchh zyada hi badh gayi thi, ya mere kapde utne garm nahi the jitne hone chahiye the, Main thodi der me hi thand se kaanpne laga, jab thand bardasht nahi huee to main gate ke paas khada ho kar cigarette pine laga.
Kuchh ghanto me train Bhatinda (a town of Punjab) pahunchi. Main gate pe khada cigarette pi raha tha, ekaek meri nazar platform pe khadi 1 ladki ki or gayi, wo ajeeb nazroon se mujhe dekh rahi thi,phir wo usi gate ki taraf ayi jispe main khada tha, pata nahi kyun maine cigarette phenk di. Aur uski or dekhne laga wo mujhe dekhe bina andar chali gayi. kismat ki baat ye ke uski seat mere samne thi. Uska middle birth tha aur mera side upper.
Jane kya baat thi us chehre me ya un ankhon me, ke Main andar aa gaya aur apni seat pe let gaya, shayad use dekhne ki khwahish. Zindagi me yun to kitni hi ladkiyan ayi lekin kabhi kisi ko murkar nahi dekha. Pahli baar kisi ladki ko dubara dekhne ke liye main itna betaab tha. Andar bahut thand thi aur bina shawl ya kambal ke andar baithna durbhar tha, lekin phir bhi main andar tha pata nahi kyun? Main side upper seat pe leta hua tha aur use dekh raha tha, 1-2 baar usne bhi mujhe dekha aur phir moonh pher liya. Mujhe thoda bura laga lekin main apni seat pe leta raha.
Thodi der me thand ki wajah se main kaanpne laga, jab meri himmat jawaab de gayi to main wapas gate ki or chal para cigarette pine ke liye, jaise hi cigarette jalayi dekha wo larki phir ajeeb nazron se mujhe ghoor rahi thi, pata nahi kyun maine phir se cigarette phenk di, aur wapas apne seat pe akar kanpne laga, Main us waqt ko kos raha tha jab maine is NON-AC train se wapas delhi ane ka plan banaya tha. Tabhi us larki ne apne bag se 1 shawl nikala aur meri taraf badha diya, thand itni zyada thi aur meri haalat is thand ne aisi kar di thi ke main mana karne ki halat me nahi tha, maine shawl liya aur thanks bola, usne kuchh react nahi kiya jaise kuchh suna hi na ho. Aur fir wo so gayi. Maine socha kuchh bolun use kuchh puchhun lekin wo shayad so gayi thi.. aur maine disturb karna theek nahi samjha
Main shawl odhkar apni seat pe leta hua tha aur soch raha tha, kis tarah baat karun is ladki se, subah jab shawl lautaunga to thanks bolunga uska naam puchhunga, aur pata nahi kya kya batein karunga, yunhi sochte sochte kab neend aa gayi pata hi nahi chala..
Subah 1 khankhanati huee awaaz kano me pari, 1 aisi awaaz jise main aj tak nahi bhool paya, aur shayad kabhi bhool bhi na paun, "DELHI AA GAYI". Maine dekha wohi ladki mere samne khadi thi, aur train New Delhi ke platform pe. uski awaaz 1 baar aur mere kanon se takrayi "SHAWL". Maine shawl use diya aur is se pahle ke thanks bol pata, wo gayab ho gayi.
Thodi der tak main apni seat pe baitha hi raha, mera dimag kaam karna band kar chuka tha, aur chand seconds ke baad jab khayal aya to main daudta hua sa platform pe gaya aur adhe ghante tak use dhoondhta raha.....................
lekin..........................................
Aj bhi dhoondhta hoon...........
shayad kabhi...........................
shayad kahin...........................
jane kyun.................................
Sri Ganga Nagar se train khuli, aur main apne seat pe jake baith gaya. Thand kuchh zyada hi badh gayi thi, ya mere kapde utne garm nahi the jitne hone chahiye the, Main thodi der me hi thand se kaanpne laga, jab thand bardasht nahi huee to main gate ke paas khada ho kar cigarette pine laga.
Kuchh ghanto me train Bhatinda (a town of Punjab) pahunchi. Main gate pe khada cigarette pi raha tha, ekaek meri nazar platform pe khadi 1 ladki ki or gayi, wo ajeeb nazroon se mujhe dekh rahi thi,phir wo usi gate ki taraf ayi jispe main khada tha, pata nahi kyun maine cigarette phenk di. Aur uski or dekhne laga wo mujhe dekhe bina andar chali gayi. kismat ki baat ye ke uski seat mere samne thi. Uska middle birth tha aur mera side upper.
Jane kya baat thi us chehre me ya un ankhon me, ke Main andar aa gaya aur apni seat pe let gaya, shayad use dekhne ki khwahish. Zindagi me yun to kitni hi ladkiyan ayi lekin kabhi kisi ko murkar nahi dekha. Pahli baar kisi ladki ko dubara dekhne ke liye main itna betaab tha. Andar bahut thand thi aur bina shawl ya kambal ke andar baithna durbhar tha, lekin phir bhi main andar tha pata nahi kyun? Main side upper seat pe leta hua tha aur use dekh raha tha, 1-2 baar usne bhi mujhe dekha aur phir moonh pher liya. Mujhe thoda bura laga lekin main apni seat pe leta raha.
Thodi der me thand ki wajah se main kaanpne laga, jab meri himmat jawaab de gayi to main wapas gate ki or chal para cigarette pine ke liye, jaise hi cigarette jalayi dekha wo larki phir ajeeb nazron se mujhe ghoor rahi thi, pata nahi kyun maine phir se cigarette phenk di, aur wapas apne seat pe akar kanpne laga, Main us waqt ko kos raha tha jab maine is NON-AC train se wapas delhi ane ka plan banaya tha. Tabhi us larki ne apne bag se 1 shawl nikala aur meri taraf badha diya, thand itni zyada thi aur meri haalat is thand ne aisi kar di thi ke main mana karne ki halat me nahi tha, maine shawl liya aur thanks bola, usne kuchh react nahi kiya jaise kuchh suna hi na ho. Aur fir wo so gayi. Maine socha kuchh bolun use kuchh puchhun lekin wo shayad so gayi thi.. aur maine disturb karna theek nahi samjha
Main shawl odhkar apni seat pe leta hua tha aur soch raha tha, kis tarah baat karun is ladki se, subah jab shawl lautaunga to thanks bolunga uska naam puchhunga, aur pata nahi kya kya batein karunga, yunhi sochte sochte kab neend aa gayi pata hi nahi chala..
Subah 1 khankhanati huee awaaz kano me pari, 1 aisi awaaz jise main aj tak nahi bhool paya, aur shayad kabhi bhool bhi na paun, "DELHI AA GAYI". Maine dekha wohi ladki mere samne khadi thi, aur train New Delhi ke platform pe. uski awaaz 1 baar aur mere kanon se takrayi "SHAWL". Maine shawl use diya aur is se pahle ke thanks bol pata, wo gayab ho gayi.
Thodi der tak main apni seat pe baitha hi raha, mera dimag kaam karna band kar chuka tha, aur chand seconds ke baad jab khayal aya to main daudta hua sa platform pe gaya aur adhe ghante tak use dhoondhta raha.....................
lekin..........................................
Aj bhi dhoondhta hoon...........
shayad kabhi...........................
shayad kahin...........................
jane kyun.................................
kalakar
sachche kalakar woh hote hain
jo khud ke aaine mein khudgarz nahin hote....
sirf apni khushi mein muskura kar ya apne gham mein aansoon baha kar kya kabhi koi kalaakar ban sakta hai...!! Apni khushi aur apne gham se jura har shakhs ek kirdaar hota hai...ek abhineta use apne aap mein dhaal ke kirdaar nibhata hai, ek chitrakaar use rangon mein dhaalte hain,lekhak kahaanion mein,gayak apni awaaz mein....har kalakar apni hi zindagi mein dusron ki zindagiaan bhi ji lete hain....
bahtareen kalakar woh hote hain...................
jo dusron ke gham mein rote hain....dusron ki khushi mein nachte hain...
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
aise maango to de doon.........
dil se maafi maangne ki bas yahi ek adaa hai............kabhi na maang pana......
Friday, July 13, 2007
Love....
I don't think it can be expressed in these 3 words...I LOVE U...whatever we feel so deeply inside,it becomes more n more difficult to express.And perhaps I love the way love is expressed without sharing it in words but your deeds which prove your unconditional love for someone.
some people often say that for so many years they have been together.so now it's become so boring.But we never get bored with ourselves...we see the same reflection on the mirror everyday..but we don't get bored as we discover ourselves everyday.we often get bored in a relationship because we can't afford to love someone in that way...so to understand that if it's true love or not we need time.When u love someone ask yourself all the questions...u need no answer from the otherside...all the answers will come from within.Ask urself if the person u love becomes blind or lame,will u feel he/she is a burden or u'll feel the same as u would have felt if it has happened to you.Ask urself if his/her face gets burned in an accident,would u still look at the person for hours with the same love n affection or the feeling of love will become less ..if all the answers are positive then u don't need to ask that question "DO U LOVE ME?" and if we really love someone unconditionally then we can't feel insecure...because there is a power in it that compells the loved one to reciprocate.If not,then you need to love more...
some people often say that for so many years they have been together.so now it's become so boring.But we never get bored with ourselves...we see the same reflection on the mirror everyday..but we don't get bored as we discover ourselves everyday.we often get bored in a relationship because we can't afford to love someone in that way...so to understand that if it's true love or not we need time.When u love someone ask yourself all the questions...u need no answer from the otherside...all the answers will come from within.Ask urself if the person u love becomes blind or lame,will u feel he/she is a burden or u'll feel the same as u would have felt if it has happened to you.Ask urself if his/her face gets burned in an accident,would u still look at the person for hours with the same love n affection or the feeling of love will become less ..if all the answers are positive then u don't need to ask that question "DO U LOVE ME?" and if we really love someone unconditionally then we can't feel insecure...because there is a power in it that compells the loved one to reciprocate.If not,then you need to love more...
Thursday, July 12, 2007
Ajnabi Chehre
kuchh anjaan chehre jane kyun apni taswer hamare ankhon me nahi balki dil me choor jate hain, aur aksar ye tasweerein dil ke kisi kone se nikal kar kuchh achche-bure, khatte-meethe palon ki yaad taaza kar jate hain.
Aise hi kuchh ajnabi chehron ko apni diary ke panne se nikal kar yahan apse milwana chahta hoon.
1. Budha chai wala
Aksar office jate hue Saket PVR ke traffic signal se jab bhi car rukti thi, 1 budha sa chai wala dikhta tha, Chai ki dukan ke naam pe footpath pe usne 1 stove rkha hua tha, 1-2 patili thi chai banane ke liye kuchh glasses aur 1 bottel me kuchh biscuits...
Aj ke time me jab har1 sakhsh pareshan hai, har-ek chehre pe koi na koi pareshani dikhti hai, aise me wo 1 aisa chehra tha jiske mathe pe kabhi pareshani nahi dikhi, hamesha muskurata hua jhurriyon se bhara chahra, dekhkar ajeeb si jalan hoti thi. Kaee baar socha car ke sheeshe niche kar ke us se poochhun fir sochta, AC on hai andar ki thandi hawa kahin bahar na chali jaye ya fir bahar ki loo andar na chali aye....
Us insaan ko hamesha maine 1 hi dress me dekha safed rang ka kurta paijama (Jo shayad kabhi safed rahi hogi), chahe sardi ho garmi ho ya barsaat hamesha wahi kurta paijama & wahi muskaan chehre pe, haan jab karake ki sardi hoti thi to kabhi kabhi 1 gandi si sawl & barsaat me 1 chhata jisse wo apne stove ko dhakta tha....
1 din sunday ko main jab movie dekh kar nikla to as usual cafe day pahuncha 1 americano order kiya aur fir baitha hua tha to pata nahi kyun dil kiya chalo aj usi footpath pe chai pi jae.. isi bahane us budhe se thori batein ho jayengi jise kaee salon se dekh raha hoon. Lekin us din wo footpath to thi, wo dukan bhi thi lekin wo budha chai wala nahi tha uski jagah 1 larka baitha hua tha, thori der wahin khara raha chupchaap us larke ko dekh raha tha, us larke ne poochha "sahab chai lenge", maine kaha "nahi". Waise bhi footpath ki chai kabhi pine ki himmat nahi thi shayad mere andar. Maine poochha, "yahan par 1 uncle baithte the", usne kaha "wo to kal hi mar gaye, mere baba the"....................
Pata nahi kyun jab mere kadam wapas ghar ke or mure to man kafi bhari sa lag raha tha, jaise koi apna chhor ke chala gaya, maine kabhi us se baat bhi nahi ki, janta bhi nahi ke kaun hai kahan rahta hai, but uski maut ka mujhe dukh ho raha tha.. aj bhi sochta hoon us chehre ko to man bhar ata hai, jab bhi us road se gujarta hoon, us chai ki dukan dekh kar ankhon me 1 talash jaag uthti hai...
Aise hi kuchh ajnabi chehron ko apni diary ke panne se nikal kar yahan apse milwana chahta hoon.
1. Budha chai wala
Aksar office jate hue Saket PVR ke traffic signal se jab bhi car rukti thi, 1 budha sa chai wala dikhta tha, Chai ki dukan ke naam pe footpath pe usne 1 stove rkha hua tha, 1-2 patili thi chai banane ke liye kuchh glasses aur 1 bottel me kuchh biscuits...
Aj ke time me jab har1 sakhsh pareshan hai, har-ek chehre pe koi na koi pareshani dikhti hai, aise me wo 1 aisa chehra tha jiske mathe pe kabhi pareshani nahi dikhi, hamesha muskurata hua jhurriyon se bhara chahra, dekhkar ajeeb si jalan hoti thi. Kaee baar socha car ke sheeshe niche kar ke us se poochhun fir sochta, AC on hai andar ki thandi hawa kahin bahar na chali jaye ya fir bahar ki loo andar na chali aye....
Us insaan ko hamesha maine 1 hi dress me dekha safed rang ka kurta paijama (Jo shayad kabhi safed rahi hogi), chahe sardi ho garmi ho ya barsaat hamesha wahi kurta paijama & wahi muskaan chehre pe, haan jab karake ki sardi hoti thi to kabhi kabhi 1 gandi si sawl & barsaat me 1 chhata jisse wo apne stove ko dhakta tha....
1 din sunday ko main jab movie dekh kar nikla to as usual cafe day pahuncha 1 americano order kiya aur fir baitha hua tha to pata nahi kyun dil kiya chalo aj usi footpath pe chai pi jae.. isi bahane us budhe se thori batein ho jayengi jise kaee salon se dekh raha hoon. Lekin us din wo footpath to thi, wo dukan bhi thi lekin wo budha chai wala nahi tha uski jagah 1 larka baitha hua tha, thori der wahin khara raha chupchaap us larke ko dekh raha tha, us larke ne poochha "sahab chai lenge", maine kaha "nahi". Waise bhi footpath ki chai kabhi pine ki himmat nahi thi shayad mere andar. Maine poochha, "yahan par 1 uncle baithte the", usne kaha "wo to kal hi mar gaye, mere baba the"....................
Pata nahi kyun jab mere kadam wapas ghar ke or mure to man kafi bhari sa lag raha tha, jaise koi apna chhor ke chala gaya, maine kabhi us se baat bhi nahi ki, janta bhi nahi ke kaun hai kahan rahta hai, but uski maut ka mujhe dukh ho raha tha.. aj bhi sochta hoon us chehre ko to man bhar ata hai, jab bhi us road se gujarta hoon, us chai ki dukan dekh kar ankhon me 1 talash jaag uthti hai...
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Source of Inspiration
tu ke aaj qatil hai, phir bhe rahat-e-dil hai
zeher ke nadi hai tu, phir bhe qeemti hai tu
pasT hoslay walay tera sath kya daiN gai
zindagi idher aa ja hum tujhe guzaraiN gai
I dont know who wrote this, but Mehndi Hassan saab ki 1 ghazal ki lines hai, Bachpan se sunta aya hoon, Aj bhi jab kabhi sunta hoon, feel amazing...
zeher ke nadi hai tu, phir bhe qeemti hai tu
pasT hoslay walay tera sath kya daiN gai
zindagi idher aa ja hum tujhe guzaraiN gai
I dont know who wrote this, but Mehndi Hassan saab ki 1 ghazal ki lines hai, Bachpan se sunta aya hoon, Aj bhi jab kabhi sunta hoon, feel amazing...
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