Sometimes I feel so tired of being misunderstood...and in most of the cases I don't make a continuous effort to clear out things....Actually I make an effort from a distance.I really can't exhibit my inner feelings...and often I react in an honest way trying not to hurt anybody...But sometimes that balance gets disturbed...and my honest reactions hurt somebody...
when somebody misunderstands me I feel why should I make an effort to make myself understood...It's so disgusting to prove your own credibility.
I may show my hatred to my loved ones on their face...but in their absence I can't receive a single word against them...
I really miss them who has been a victim of this attitude of mine..yet..I can't express...and when I miss somebody so deeply I really feel he/she must be missing me too...sometimes my unexpressed wishes get a reply from the other side and sometimes they don't.When the result is positive,I believe that it's my will power and when there is no reply I guess we both are making efforts to control the positive efforts...Isn't that confusing??? Yeah confident people also get confused sometimes...probably I love to cherish memories...I love to miss my loved ones...I love the feeling of being with them in my memories of the past and in the dreams of the future...forgetting the complications of the present day life...
The only way to ventilate my emotions is writing...Writing here in my blog. My blog never misunderstands me,even though I write soooooooo irregularly sharing only few of my thoughts...It knows that I miss myself when my blog misses me...
