pahle ankhon mein kitni kavitayen dikhti thi...
khud hi padh leti thi...
ab bhi chhupi hai ankhon mein wo,chubhti rahti hai...
magar ab aur padhi nahin jati...
tum aake padhke suna do...
to shayad phir zindagi kavita bane...
Sunday, December 5, 2010
Thursday, September 23, 2010
A melancholy tale
About two years ago Director Manas Basu told me that he had noticed two specific aspects of my face.He said firstly "Your eyes are beautiful but that's not a very uncommon trait.What is unique is that your face has a melancholy effect..which some directors like Budhhadeb Dasgupta and Gautam Ghose crave for..He added that "If Budhhadeb Dasgupta sees you today He'll call you tomorrow for shooting". Today I'm amazed by manas da's vision.
Yesterday I got a call from Budhhadeb Dasgupta's office to meet him and today I was called again.I was offered an interesting role.I was very happy but only for a few seconds.I heard the role.It had scope for acting but I knew that I had to refuse because of some strongly made decisions I took before I started my career in acting.
I had already refused atleast 7 to 8 films for similar reasons but this was the best offer I have ever refused.The director's been kind to promise me a role in his next.If it happens I'll be lucky to work with a director of this stature.I still remember the first offer I refused about two n half years back and the director said "It's our bad luck".I was pleasantly surprised by his comment.It was unfortunate because I consider that as the second best offer I had to refuse.
Though it's unfortunate but I was always mentally prepared for these things.I'd not regret my decision.The director asked me whether my boy friend will complain if I do such scenes.I'd say rather all those directors whom I had to refuse in the past will complain for sure...
Yesterday I got a call from Budhhadeb Dasgupta's office to meet him and today I was called again.I was offered an interesting role.I was very happy but only for a few seconds.I heard the role.It had scope for acting but I knew that I had to refuse because of some strongly made decisions I took before I started my career in acting.
I had already refused atleast 7 to 8 films for similar reasons but this was the best offer I have ever refused.The director's been kind to promise me a role in his next.If it happens I'll be lucky to work with a director of this stature.I still remember the first offer I refused about two n half years back and the director said "It's our bad luck".I was pleasantly surprised by his comment.It was unfortunate because I consider that as the second best offer I had to refuse.
Though it's unfortunate but I was always mentally prepared for these things.I'd not regret my decision.The director asked me whether my boy friend will complain if I do such scenes.I'd say rather all those directors whom I had to refuse in the past will complain for sure...
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Dilli
24th Feb.2010..Dilli ke liye rawana ho gayi mamoni yani ke mausi ji ke saath...aur wapas ayi 16th of March...Kaafi saal baad apne bhai bahen aur rishtedaaron se mil kar bahut achha laga..Aisa laga ke Dilli mujh mein bachpana bhar degi..Par is baar main badi ho gayi hoon is baatka ahsaas ho gaya.Bachpan se shaher se bahaar jane ka matlab sirf Dilli jana hota tha...mamaji ke ghar,mausi ji ke ghar aur Tau ji ke yahaan pala badal kar thaharna jaise ek zimmedari thi hamari...is baar bhi wo duty maze se nibhayi magar akele.Wapas ayi train mein pehli baar bilkul akele..ab main badi ho gayi hoon...ahsaas ho gaya..
Har baar Dilli ja kar badon ka haath pakad ke shopping karti thi.Mujhe Dilli mein bahut saare gifts naseeb hote the aur mujhe kisike liye gifts lene ki aadat hi nahin padi...lekin ab main badi ho gayi hoon.Is baar bhi har kisise bahut saari cheezein tofe mein mili, magar main unke liye kya loon ye sochte sochte waapas aane ka waqt ho gaya... Kya karoon mamabadi & mashir badi ke laar pyar ne mujhe bigaad diya aur main bachchi ban gayi...
Taqriban aath saal baad main Delhi gayi.Aur is beech mere bahut se dost Dilli mein shift hue aur internet ke zariye bhi kuch dost bane jo Dilli mein the...aur doston ki sankhya itni zyada thi ke sabse milne ka mauka bhi na mila...Phir bhi do tin doston se milke phir se ahsaas hua ke main badi ho gayi hoon...Pehli baar dostonke saath Dilli ghumne nikli..aur itni baar Dilli mein aake jo jo cheezein nahin chakhi thi..almost saari chakh li.Kaustuv ke saath kala khatta gola,Mausi ke saath suji ke golgappe,gujiya,Piyush aur Anshul ke saath desi ghee ke besan ke laddu,parathewali gali mein rabri paratha,sarojini mein alu tikki chat,ballimaran ki gali aur uski rasbhari aur Dilli ki kulfi ki swaad to abhi taq meri weighing machine se utri nahin....
Sab se badhiya raha old Delhi ka safar...mujhe ajeeb laga ke bachpan se itni baar ja chuki hoon Delhi magar sachchi Dilli kyun nahin dekhi...Purani Dilli mere liye bilkul nayi thi...mujhe Dilli ka metro bhi dekhna tha...hum metro mein Chandni Chawk gaye aur Mirza Ghalib ki haweli dekhi...Ballimaran ki gali mein paon rakhte hi ek ajeeb si khushi hui...aur mere mobile mein saved Mirza Ghalib serial ka introduction sunne lagi...shayad is baar Dilli jane ka yahi sabse bahtareen anubhav tha...
Is baar bahut si baatein pehli baar hui mere saath.Jaise ke pehla janamdin ghar se bahar,shaher se door magar apnon ke beech...Mamoni ke ghar 12 baje black forest aur mamaji ke ghar dusri shaam Chocolate cake.Chocolate aur Black Forest donon hi mere favourite....Mamoni ne mere liye payesh(Bengali kheer)bhi banaya tha...aur Shonama(majire mami ji)mere liye besan ke laddoo le aye the...Dilli me jake pet mein desi ghee kya padi main bahen ki shaadi tak Tuntun ban gayi...abhi apne aapko pehchan pana mushkil ho gaya hai...lekin bade achhe din bite...ab mehnat ke din shuru...
Har baar Dilli ja kar badon ka haath pakad ke shopping karti thi.Mujhe Dilli mein bahut saare gifts naseeb hote the aur mujhe kisike liye gifts lene ki aadat hi nahin padi...lekin ab main badi ho gayi hoon.Is baar bhi har kisise bahut saari cheezein tofe mein mili, magar main unke liye kya loon ye sochte sochte waapas aane ka waqt ho gaya... Kya karoon mamabadi & mashir badi ke laar pyar ne mujhe bigaad diya aur main bachchi ban gayi...
Taqriban aath saal baad main Delhi gayi.Aur is beech mere bahut se dost Dilli mein shift hue aur internet ke zariye bhi kuch dost bane jo Dilli mein the...aur doston ki sankhya itni zyada thi ke sabse milne ka mauka bhi na mila...Phir bhi do tin doston se milke phir se ahsaas hua ke main badi ho gayi hoon...Pehli baar dostonke saath Dilli ghumne nikli..aur itni baar Dilli mein aake jo jo cheezein nahin chakhi thi..almost saari chakh li.Kaustuv ke saath kala khatta gola,Mausi ke saath suji ke golgappe,gujiya,Piyush aur Anshul ke saath desi ghee ke besan ke laddu,parathewali gali mein rabri paratha,sarojini mein alu tikki chat,ballimaran ki gali aur uski rasbhari aur Dilli ki kulfi ki swaad to abhi taq meri weighing machine se utri nahin....
Sab se badhiya raha old Delhi ka safar...mujhe ajeeb laga ke bachpan se itni baar ja chuki hoon Delhi magar sachchi Dilli kyun nahin dekhi...Purani Dilli mere liye bilkul nayi thi...mujhe Dilli ka metro bhi dekhna tha...hum metro mein Chandni Chawk gaye aur Mirza Ghalib ki haweli dekhi...Ballimaran ki gali mein paon rakhte hi ek ajeeb si khushi hui...aur mere mobile mein saved Mirza Ghalib serial ka introduction sunne lagi...shayad is baar Dilli jane ka yahi sabse bahtareen anubhav tha...
Is baar bahut si baatein pehli baar hui mere saath.Jaise ke pehla janamdin ghar se bahar,shaher se door magar apnon ke beech...Mamoni ke ghar 12 baje black forest aur mamaji ke ghar dusri shaam Chocolate cake.Chocolate aur Black Forest donon hi mere favourite....Mamoni ne mere liye payesh(Bengali kheer)bhi banaya tha...aur Shonama(majire mami ji)mere liye besan ke laddoo le aye the...Dilli me jake pet mein desi ghee kya padi main bahen ki shaadi tak Tuntun ban gayi...abhi apne aapko pehchan pana mushkil ho gaya hai...lekin bade achhe din bite...ab mehnat ke din shuru...
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